The end of the year stresses me out. Another suicide today, can't handle it anymore. Death upsets me too much.

I love Daniel, but i dont think I've been pleasing him the way i used too. Maybe we're just together too much, but honistly it's because i can not stand to be away from him.

I'm going to try my best, i wont let this slip away. not ever.

I need to be more smart with my money. Thank you.