The end of the year stresses me out. Another suicide today, can't handle it anymore. Death upsets me too much.

I love Daniel, but i dont think I've been pleasing him the way i used too. Maybe we're just together too much, but honistly it's because i can not stand to be away from him.

I'm going to try my best, i wont let this slip away. not ever.

I need to be more smart with my money. Thank you.

This Past week with Daniel, the play, my friends, and my car has been marvolous. I can't help but to hope Daniel and I never part, sometimes it worries me. It also worries me, that at times I can't prove this to him. Someday he'll see, I'll just give him some time.