Sophmores, two of them. Bairly 16, probably still 15, took their lives leaving Palm Springs Highschool in sheer devestation. In november 2006, Josh shot himself. He seemed happy, he was proably one of the most popular students on campus. But evidently, something was wrong. Discovered by his best friend...josh,was dead.
Now its late april. On Monday, the news broke...Sara hung herself. She was/is so beautiful, seemed to have it all. Not enough though.
I want to know what keeps me going, why my inner strangth is so strong.
I wish i could have spoke with these two kids, tell them that there are plenty of people out there who's problems are much more severe. I could even be one of those people.
This school year has possibly been the worst fiscal year I've ever had.
Its getting better, slowly though (thank god). Things with Daniel darling, promos at work, excitment for school in chicago
....but still my past continues to stab me in the heart and back.
Death is not something i need or can handle.
I'm sitting in first period, i'd like to be with daniel. I currently have writers block, i'm usually better than this. Bigger words, better spelling, more creativity. things are on my mind, stopping me,holding my back.
I want a gatsby tattooo.
...with maybe some death cab for cutie lyrics.
RIP beautiful girl, sara.
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